My pregnancy story-First Pregnancy
We got married on 12th Sept 2014 and after several months I was confirmed pregnant with our first baby. Super excited and worried at the same time as this is a new chapter in our life.The UPT test and doctor check ups, the scan of the little one it is all now only a memory. My first baby is now a rainbow baby in heaven.
At 7th week of pregnancy I the started to have some spotting. I was in the office and clueless. It was stringy type of brown blood so we called the doctor and rushed to the clinic. Doctor said probably threatened miscarriage and gave me some shots and medicine to strengthen the womb. I was given a week MC to just bed rest and do nothing. Walking is allowed but very limited.
Sadly after few days I started to have really bad cramping and the brownish blood started to be fresh red blood. Around 12 am midnight I had urge to go to the toilet and when I sat down a tiny piece of meat( looked like chicken fat) just came out. At that point I knew we lost the baby and my tummy felt so empty.The pain was still there quite bad and I cried the whole night. My husband said do not conclude anything yet until we meet the doctor so we went to the clinic and scanned only to see empty sac.
I was under confinement for two weeks. The first week I was at my mum's place back in hometown and she took good care of me and after a week I came back to KL and my husband took care of me.We gave a break as doctor advice to wait at least 3 months before we try again so we followed his advice. My cycle after miscarriage was not consistent as some months my period got so delayed and I end up getting tiny ovarian cysts. It was challenging time to get back my health on track and once my period started to be normal we had the hope to try again.
It took me a while to accept the fact and thank god my dear husband was there to calm me down. I know my baby is under god's hand and my father is up there to take care of him/her. Hope to see you in heaven my little soul :') Every sad chapter will have a new beginning so does ours.Next blog on our happy story..
